Losing a bit, gaining a lot

Lost in a total, sinds 2 January, 1 kilo!!!
Yay!!!

Sitting here in my bed, took a ritalin, waiting for it to 'kick in' so that i can start the preperations for my exams in less than 2 weeks...
I have no motivation, but keep telling myself this, that if i dont study i will fail and have to re-do it again, and that is a terrible thought!

I'm halfway back into ana mode.. i needed it.

Food for today: try and eat nothing!